A [randomized] collection of notes I’ve received from passed loved ones

“D” name (M). Athlete or football player (linebacker). Short hair. Reference to Baltimore, Ravens & a red car. College level. 20 jersey or 20’s in age. Reference to Puerto Rico, Philadelphia/Pittsburgh. Murdered by gunshot, execution. Accomplice in killing “J” or “Jay” name. Knows them. Issues w/money. May not be charged or claims innocence.

Jane (F). Possibly mixed race. Model. Comes through as a teenager. Freckles. Suffered from an ED which led to death or health issues. Reference to Tennessee. Shows self with a billowing green dress, buttons & black boots. Apologizes to family for manner of death. Wants to connect with younger female sibling(s).

Kevin (M). Last name may be Powell? Wants to discuss perpetrator: Murdered by gunshot. Dispute over drugs. Expresses that this pereson did not feel remorse. Is still free and appears driving in the right side of the vehicle over a cobblestone road (to indicate location). Is likely free in a different country.

Carrie or different spelling (F). Wants to communicate manner of passing: Incident in the middle of the night either fixing a car or changing a car tire on the side of the road. Man approaches and assaults her. Tool involved. Makes it clear she was taken to a different location. Knew and trusted this person/perpetrator.

Name unknown (M). Lost during or after concert (stadium). Family still looking for him. Disoriented in last moments. Possibly drugs. Southern/eastern part of country such as New Orleans, Florida, etc. Shows self in forest-like area. May have been a robbery. Wallet may be retrieved/used as evidence.

Name unknown (F). Teenage girl. Wants to validate existence. Appears white with a tie in her hair. Refernece to the word “Vanguard”. Part of a school sport such as cheerleading. Shares a picture of an old building with awnings. Reference to ice cream. Shows street lights at night. Shows writing something in the sand (circles).

John (M). Connection to angels. Worked in construction or large(r) machinery. Injury related to job. Passed during 40’s. Wants to communicate to daughter (approx. age 5): Expresses love and concern. Lived in a place starting with “M” such as Missouri, etc. Connected to a female who’s name starts with “Li” such as Lily, etc.

Judy (F). Passed older, peacefully. Has at least two grandchildren close in age, possibly twins- girls. Wants to encourage spirituality and spiritual practices with family members still alive.  Resonated with hummingbirds and/or bird feeders.

Carl (M). Likely 40’s when passed. Has a mother still alive. Red hair or red hair in family. Drove a Ford or association with Ford motors. Wants to reconnect with siblings.

Rebecca (F). Sophomore in high school. Gymnast. High ponytail. Loved dogs and rainbows. Had some type of a breathing issue. Unsure of manner of death. Wants to validate existence.

Peter (M). Young rapper passed suddenly and tragically. Has a girlfriend who is still living. Connection to frogs or ponds. Has much love for the collective. Wants to inspire others from the other side.

Brittney/Britney or similar spelling (F). Blonde hair. Young, passed in early to mid 20’s. Had a serious boyfriend or fiancé/new husband. Shows a professional picture with dog. Has at least one sister. Potentially an overdose. Resonates with “angels”. May have had angelic features. Wants to connect to family.

Name with an “L” significance (M). Grandpa with 5 sons. Could be grandsons, but feels like 5 sons. Worked as either a carpenter or a builder. Shows motif as a hammer. Had a lost love in this lifetime. Feels like the one that got away. The name “Mary” comes up. Wants to reconnect with her (she’s still living).

Carmen (F). Older when she passed, has at least two grandchildren. Texas area. Some type of symbology or relationship with a bus. Parrot is another calling card, or her or a family member resonates with parrots. Dance comes through strongly as well. Wans to communicate with family: sends much love.

Name unknown (M). Indianapolis resident or connection to area. Has a daughter Katie. Likely passed in early 40’s related to a heart issue. Reference to him having tickets to something before passing which he couldn’t attend, Horse affiliation. Wants to communicate that he is still around.

Jean S (F). Killed in an “accident” which wasn’t an accident. Reference to eastern Pennsylvania. Person with a “Williams” association involved. Darker hair with stubble and looks young. J name. Wants to vaidate existence.

Jack (M). Washington state. Connected to Lilacs or “Lilah”-ish name. Trouble breathing or swallowing close to passing. Ref. to asphyxiation. Hospitalized. Passing was sudden & daughter was present. Connected to fishing. Image of him holding a fish displayed in someone’s home. Relatives live in a haunted or spiritually active house.

Liza (F). Passed age 82. Has at least two grandchildren. Questions surrounding will. Wants family to know that she loves them very much.

Fred/Freddy/Fredrick (M). Passed in teens. Was named after grandfather figure. Association with water or water sports, like kayaking. Issue with blood or blood disorder. Born in the month of April. Did not suffer. Wants to connect with Mom who is still alive and he misses very much (and she misses him). 07/30/23.

Annabelle (F). Relation to Kentucky and horses. Suffered from a stroke and/or heat stroke. Issues with finance around the time of her passing. Wants to validate existence.

De/Deon/Deonte (M). Younger. Wears a green football jersey: #31. Gunshot wound. Has a brother, likely younger. Association with Minnesota. Wants to connect to mom, who needs to know he is ok on the other side. She is concerned because of how he died. 08/02/23.

D Martin (F). Missing person. Shows herself with cornrows. May be in her 30’s. Wants to validate her existence.

Lou (M). Associated w/ month of April. Hemorrhage attributed to passing. Reference to football & 49’ers. Late 50’ when passed. References young child or grandchild. Was there for birth. Reference to Lilacs or the name “Lilah”-ish. Misses spouse/female partner. Reference to gardening or a garden shovel. Family may have this item. 08/04/23.

Mary (F). Elderly/80’s when she passed. Loved ones connect with dragonflies. Has a son or son-in-law. References “David”. Would have been a money exchange with family which was notable before her passing. Wants to heal disruptions/disconnections or anger-related issues within family.

Isla (F). In her 40’s when she passed. Relation to Florida or Tallahassee area. Loved wearing bright neon/bright pink workout gear and sunglasses. Liked gators team or gators. No children, but left behind a community of women who she misses dearly. Says she’s still around. Close to a woman with medium-length, brown, curly hair. 07/30/23.

Lisa (F). In her 40’s when she passed. Connected to Iowa. Cancer in the chest/lung area or breast. Has a couple of children, at least one daughter. Wants to validate daughter’s either homecoming dress or prom dress. Looks like a ballgown. Says she was there shopping with her and is extremely proud of her. 08/02/23.

“L” name (F). Passed around the 90’s. Blonde-ish hair. Mother or mother figure named Maureen. Was murdered. Association with a CD player and a black CD. She was never found, but is buried close to her old house. She has no relatives to speak to, she just wants her story told.

Ashlyn’s Mom (F). Recipient is blonde with hair in braids. Associated w/ name Rebecca. Significance of red roses. She comes to her in her dreams. Ashlyn fees like there’s no other side or that hope is lost, but she’s more connected than she thinks. Lots of love.

Alice (F). Mom, 34. One son. Is at peace. Associated with Indiana. Has a husband or a partner she left here. Wants to say “hello” to family from heaven. Expresses love and validation for doing a good job.

Rebecca (F). 4 years old or birthday/date associated with the number 4. Had a stuffed animal which was a bunny. From location starting with the letter, “M”. Wants to connect with mother.